Sunday, July 4, 2010

I watch him toddle around.
Nearly trying to run.
When did he get so big?

I look at him and think how much he has grown in the last year.
I look at him and subconciously rub what used to be a very large belly.
I enjoyed being pregnant with him. His pointy butt was so easy to see and touch.
And then one day he was in my arms.
How did he get there? When did that happen?

I well remember the days of longing to see him.
I was uncomfortable. Huge, in fact.
I well remember the days of his tiny fat cheeks.
I wonder how that changed.
What happened?
How did he get here?

Will I ever know?
Does every mother wonder the same?
How did he get here?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ah...good to read your words again. This is the first that I've been here. I went through my emails tonight and was reminded.
Life has been complicated the last while, but again feeling like I'm surfacing...
Bless you!