Vulnerable

I feel like I may be easily triggered today.
I slept fairly well. Even though BabyBoyBlue was up at 2:00.
I am a bit tired.
I have a sore back.
I want to cry.
I feel vulnerable.

I hope that does not get in the way today.
I have to spend a large portion of the day in a new Dr office.
With my sister.

I don't understand why I feel so edgy about it all but I do.
Hopefully I can go to the CBAC meeting too.
Guest speaker on how to integrate difficult/disappointing births.
God knows I need that.