I am in uncharted waters.
I have never been here before.
It is dark.
The water is rough.
The waves are choppy.
I wonder if I am going to sink or swim.
I wonder if I am on the right path.
Maybe this is a relapse.
Maybe this is just a hard day.
Maybe this is what real life is like.
I don't know. I've never been here before.
My mind is full of dark murmering.
Yet not fogged and o'ercome.
My head is full of questions unanswered.
Yet not blowing the top off.
My body is weary and tired.
Yet not sluggish to the point of no motion.
*found in drafts from a few weeks ago
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