I am so tired.
I am so very tired.
I have been alone with the boys for 7 hours.
It went ok. Well, in fact.
But I am so tired.
But beyond today, I am so tired.
I have been working so hard.
Taking care of me.
Taking care of my boys.
Taking care of my sister.
And I am so tired.
Will it ever end?
Will it?
I want so badly to lose weight.
I am so weary of carrying all this.
But it is so much work.
I am just too tired to try working on that yet too.
I want so badly to be my skinny self. I want so badly to be halfway to my skinny self.
But it is so much work.
I don't have room in my brain to work on that yet too.
Will it ever end?
1 comment:
Your blog is so important. I dont know you or how you found MY blog, but I have been where you are, your words could be mine, you are an amazing writer and you are not bad weird or alone. I could literally comment on every single post you have done. The c sections, the flashbacks, holy shit. My email address is Housefairy75@gmail.com and I am more than happy to write you about all of this. My little is 2.5 now and so I am over a year "out" from where you are, and it does get WAY better, but there is so much to live through and work through and process and no one wants to hear it and well Im just telling you I do. Write me anytime.
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